Llin/Cathryn ([info]cosmic_llin) wrote,
@ 2008-10-12 23:00:00
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Current mood: miserable
Current music:If Only - Bonnie Langford

It shouldn't be exhausting to psych myself up to answer one LJ comment.
Sometimes I feel like, if I post something, anything online, it tells the world that I'm awake, and then people will want me to do things. And then I get weirdly afraid and don't answer my emails for days.
I feel like the only reason I'm still going right now is because nobody has told me to stop.
Things aren't nice in my head at the moment.
Bizarrely, one of the things keeping me going is Bonnie Langford. At times of stress my obsessions get more... obsessy. Nice to get away from the real world, I guess. And at the moment it's all about Bonnie.
Deep breaths. I know it's going to be all right. I just wish it was all right now.
Right. Early night. Big Finish audio. Fresh start in the morning.


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[info]silly_cleo
2008-10-14 12:20 am UTC (link)
Oh, hon. I'm sorry. *hugs* I know we've just barely met but this too shall pass, just hang on. And wallow in Bonnie, sometimes the brain has reasons for coping as it does.

She's gonna be in a panto in Richmond as Peter Pan you know.

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[info]cosmic_llin
2008-10-14 02:12 pm UTC (link)
:) Thanks. I'm hanging in there! I'm glad to see that things are looking up a bit for you too!
I'm so desperate to go to that panto. Simon Callow is in it too!

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[info]silly_cleo
2008-10-15 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Hopefully they're looking up all round! :D I think we'll both feel a lot better with a bit more bloody MONEY. Er. Maybe not bloody, but money anyway.
I'm so sad I won't be here! Sadly, it's rather high on my priority list if i get back in time in January. ;)

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